The Chosen !

People lives there life in various way. Some born poor dies poor, some born rich die poor and some are those who dies as they were, Some dies by wishing what they were never. It is their destiny what they become for what they had done. I read somewhere a famous quote “if you born poor that's not your mistake but if you die poor that's your mistake.” Probably yes! Sometime I interpret myself and question myself what is life? Is it true that coming in this world is free and leave as well? Are really human beings are superior spices among all living creatures? Does really It matters in what economic condition people born and dies?

When I think back my life story I really feel questioned. What is my true destiny and for what I was moving further? Where am I standing right now? Earn a lot of money, Be most educated person, Become most powerful person at least in my community or become a person to whom every one acknowledge me. What my plan was among them? As of now I had achieved non of them then don't that mean I was in wrong path? I did what ever was not for the proper target. That does not mean I have regret on my did. I still proud on my past. What ever I had done until now was experiences what a normal person can hardly experience. I am humble to all who had role in this act either in good or worst place and condition. Today I have a proper way and direction for the life. I thank them again and again.

Passing the SLC for a nepali students is really a exciting moment. When we were a kid we used to heard it as a iron gate. Most of my relatives and my surrounding people under SLC so that they used to make us feel proud when we were passed. That excitement were really marvelous. Probably first success of ours. The sign of a person of growth. The starting point of journey of life from where we start to learn to become self dependent. I joined science after SLC for that excitement what I heard about. Genuinely there was no reason that I wished to become Doctor, pilot, engineer and so on. Until that time used to think those study are not available in Nepal and for that I am not the eligible person with economy. I just joined science because there were a different respect in people perception about the study. If you are studying science then your parents can proudly tell that their child are learning science. Hardly matter what science you are reading and where you are reading. The reason I study was to have a experience what science is really. That’s it.

Passion and attitude are those things which I always look for. I always taste flavor to flavor of everything where I could access and finally I came on that point probably my desire of wondering is over. Sometime my brother tells me he like traveling but from my side I don't. Many things will be changed when the desire become obsolete and your destiny calls you. There is no proper meaning what destiny is about. Probably it can be that what you want to become or may be that for what you are made for. I was interested on computer graphics and development, study the mechanism of science, learn to operate different devices and so on. I was the person who always wish to work in different role. As a teacher, as a operator, as a salesman, as a cashier, as a supervisor as a manager etc. I wished a lot. I never thought what people are they play only a single role.

Once there was vacancy on a graphics designer when I was working In home center. I as really exciting there was a vacancy which I was really wishing to be and my manager helped me to stand in interview I prepared my CV for the interview and I was just passing to exit as I meet to Mr. Mazher. Probably he was waiting for someone and time for bus was earlier around half of hour so we talk about my tomorrow plan. He looked my CV and asked that I have a lot of knowledge and working experiences but why I want to join another role which I had never joined. Learned different courses, took different training in different field and now another job? First I feel bitter why did I told what ever I was doing. He told that even he had higher degree in study. 8 years of working experience in managerial role and currently was working in a trainee manager in home center. Later I moved to my room and those conversation was playing in my mind till I sleep. I Went for the interview of graphics designer and they look my CV and gave simple task about some graphics works and I performed well. They took the interview and ask about the different concept what I was not able to answer properly and they told me that me as that role have to do what the Dubai tells me to do as per their design. Now I felt that job gloomy and I was not feeling good about that job what I used to think. A limited job with no any creativity? Hell I don’t need. Inner me was talking. After I come back on duty I start thinking what am I doing is really fun full than what I was planning to do. From that day I set my destiny and I got the proper direction to run.

When life get the direction they If your hobby match then it becomes passion otherwise make your destiny in that way by which your hobby passes. This world is circle so everything moves in loop. If you are made to travel east and you travel west then also in the end of the day you will be reaching east.